| sometimes it just hits me. being left isnt really the most enjoyable thing and i think im a little too quick to forgive. if you love someone do you really leave them 500 times? im not a toy. you cant throw me away and then run out to the garbage can and fetch me again whenever you please. one of these days i might be gone.. maybe dumping me so much doesnt teach you that you shouldnt take me for granted, you would think it would or we wouldnt get back together.. but why wait to learn that till im gone? it hurts, im hurt and im doing a good job at hiding it. ive never felt so insignificant in my life as i do now. i must really be worthless if the one person who says he loves me more than anything can get rid of me so easily.. and now this is all i can think about and i dont want to be happy or try to be right now bc im just going to get dumped again. its getting old and im getting tired. and no one even cares. dont say you love me if it means nothing. |
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| i feel like somethings wrong. but i dont want to be bothersome and ask..
it feels like its changing.. again.
old xangas are fun bc no one reads this anymore, woot.
oh crap.. yes ppl do. fucking subscriptions. oh well. |
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